Follow Your Dreams And Succeed

New Chapter

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 19:44:17 -0700

Well tomorrow is the beginning of a new chapter for me. I feel as if everything is finally falling into place, this job is the first step to achieving my goals and my dreams. I will attain my realistic dream car the Subaru BRZ by the summer of 2014 and along the way I will constantly working on my music dream. If I do well within 6months I will get a raise AND a promotion at work, which I know I will achieve. I know what I want in life and I know where I want to go in life, although things don’t always turn out as planned at least I know where I’m going in life and what I want in life. No one can bring me down from here, I went through hell and back to get to where I’m at now, it’s about time I took my life by the reigns and move forward. I’ve realized that I have more experience and knowledge than most my age due to my own personal situations and problems that I’ve faced. I may not have had what most kids had or experiences that they had but the experiences I did have made me who I am today, it gave me the knowledge and experience that I now have. I grew up alone and I’ll succeed on my own, I didn’t have the luxury of siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents, or loyal friends like most. I grew up in a business dealing with customers 2-5 times my age on a day to day basis, I handled the bills, government officials, paperwork, and complaints. I dealt with all of that since the age of 5. I never went out whenever I wanted to, I never went to the beach with friends, to the movies with friends, to numerous concerts, not even sleep overs. I never had a birthday party or any of those things most kids have. I worked basically my whole life and I had to mature much more quickly at a much younger age. Many of you find me harsh, rude, mean, a bitch, annoying, and full of shit but I experienced what the real world is like at such a young age…I’m just realistic and I don’t like bullshit people. I used to try so hard to fit in and make people like me cause well who wants to be the outcast, loner, the nobody? No one does, but what I came to realize over the years is that it really isn’t worth it, be who you are and if people don’t like it then they can just fuck off, you don’t need them in your life. I’ve been screwed over by so many “friends” that it’s ridiculous! It wasn’t until recently that I found real true friends but I’m still not so sure about them but that’s just a habit of mine, I have trust issues. I know people talk shit behind my back and I just don’t get it, if you don’t like me then feel free to take the exit out of my life I sure as hell don’t need you here, move on with your life, don’t talk about me unless you are going to confront me. Why be fake? I don’t get it. We are all almost in our 20s I think it’s about time we stop acting like children and move on from all this BS drama. I used to be so caught up in all this drama and now I look back and I can’t believe I ever let it all get to me! I’m so done and over everything, seriously if a past enemy were to come up to me I wouldn’t even care, if they’re nice then ok cool whatever I’ll nice too, if they’re rude and still talking shit I probably would just laugh and be like seriously? Ok whatever bye. We all change like the seasons, we make mistakes, we learn, and we grow and move on. But some people just don’t see it that way and well there’s nothing you can do about it. But always remember there is always more than meets the eye, just cause they’re nice to you and talk to you doesn’t always mean it’s genuine, for all you know they can hate you, be annoyed by you, or think you’re up to something even though you’re not -__- but hey we’re only human we’re not all perfect and they are entitled to their own judgment. If you pay attention closely though you can often times tell if they’re being fake. I’m moving forward with my life and I have set my plans into action, the past is gone and I hope it stays that way You don’t like what I have to say? Delete me :) Won’t bother me, I’m ridding my life of all the negativity and poison from my past, present, and future. Well that’s the rant for the day! Don’t forget to S M I L E :)♥ and be true to yourself. ♥ #Independent #MovingForward #NewBeginnings #NewMe

I finally start work on Monday!!! $15 an hr full time M-F!!! Get...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 22:05:19 -0700

I finally start work on Monday!!! $15 an hr full time M-F!!! Get ready baby cause you’re gonna be mine by summer 2014 <3 I can’t wait till I get my baby Subaru BRZ/Scion FRS!!! #SexiestCoupleEver #IMightHaveAProblem #Excited #InLove #MovingForward #Independent

Love is in life it self

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 23:34:00 -0700

Someone once told me that “if you don’t find love in life then life isn’t worth living, we must find that one person that makes us want to wake up in the morning.” But see here’s the thing everyone is so busy trying to find the person that gives us the “butterflies” and makes us feel “whole” that we forget that “love” isn’t just in a person…it’s in what you do, your dreams, your goals, your future… Love is in life it self, it’s what you wake up in the morning wanting to achieve that day, it’s that song you want to master on the guitar or piano, that high or low note in a song that you want to hit just right, the big project you want to finish by next year, or the 30 pounds you want to lose by June…it’s anything and everything that you want in life that you are striving to achieve. We are often so blinded by what society thinks we need in order to be happy in life that we forget that in reality it’s the simple things that bring true happiness. Most of the people stressing about relationships are so young! We’re only what? 15-23/25? We have our whole lives to find “The One”, don’t waste your time hopping from one relationship to another, finding a rebound, or crying over a break-up, there is so much to do with such little time to be stressing about a relationship. I’ll admit I’ve stressed about it before, cried about it, and worse of all made a complete fool out of myself because of it…but I learned and realized that love isn’t just a person, it’s what you do in your life, it’s what you strive for in life, it’s our goals and dreams. So don’t waste your time stressing about it…I feel that when the time is right, the right person will come along and complete the puzzle. Honestly I’m the happiest I’ve ever been and I’m SINGLE! Too many people fall in-love too often too fast, how are you gonna know if it’s real if you already “love” or “care oh so much” for a person you have barely known for a few months? Let’s keep it real guys and not let “Taylor Swift Love” cloud our minds :) Love is in life it self. That’s my rant for the evening…for now? Who knows? ;p

BLAH!

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 23:39:50 -0700

As I’m moving forward with my life, my goals, and my dreams…I look around me and see no one. We are brought up to think that in life you’ll be friends with those you went to school with forever, that your “BFF” of so many years is always gonna be there for you and that you’ll have someone to run to when you have a problem or when you’re upset. But the truth is, you’re on your own. Maybe not for everyone it’s the same, but for me at the end of it all I’m always left alone. Most can’t handle my honesty, and bluntness. When people come to me for advice expect the truth and the REALITY of the situation, I don’t sugarcoat things and if you can’t handle that then don’t come to me. I’ve been through more crap in my life than many adults, so if you don’t believe the things I say to you when you come to me for help then that’s your problem, if you can’t handle what I have to say then don’t ask me and don’t talk to me about it cause I’m going to give it to you straight. I’ve been stabbed in the back far to many times by my supposed “FRIENDS” that I feel like I don’t even have any. Yeah I’ve made some bad decisions in my friendships and I’ve hurt some people, I’ve apologized although I still feel like crap. I haven’t gotten one apology, and to be honest I don’t even feel like I have a “friend”. Maybe I just always say the wrong thing, I’m to honest, I don’t even know anymore. Well I just had to let all this out sorry for the inconvenience.

yournewjam♥: I am just so tired.

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 22:54:23 -0700

yournewjam♥: I am just so tired.:

yourjam:

I am tired of being strong, for once, I want someone to be strong for me. I am tired of listening to others, for once, I want to be listened to. I am tired of understanding everything, for once, I want to be understood. I am tired of crying alone in the dark, for once, I want someone to wipe the…

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do you ever feel like you’re the friend everybody secretly hates

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do you ever feel like you’re the friend everybody secretly hates

My thoughts during a run

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 13:07:57 -0700

Me: This sucks, can it end so I can love it already!?
Me: WHY TF IS THIS SONG EVEN ON MY PLAYLIST!?
Me: Why am I doing this?
Me: Don't look at the distance. DON'T LOOK AT THE DISTANCE
Me: shit, I looked. TF, that was longer than .36 miles you liar!
Me: Power song? Let's do this
Me: *LEFT. LEFT. LEFT. RIGHT LEFT. TILL I COLLAPSE!*
Me: Oh look, I burned off breakfast, yay!
Me: Oh dear God this is the longest break between songs in the history of the life
Me: I will smash you with a hammer if you fall out one more time earbud. Seriously.
Me: Who glued cinder blocks to my feet?
Me: This still sucks
Me: I'm hungry
*Finishes run*
Me: Dude that was awesome!

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So Magnifique.

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 22:17:43 -0700

lovefashionandthestylishgirl:

“The only real elegance is in the mind; if you’ve got that, the rest really comes from it.” Diana Vreeland

Get What You Want..
xo
Birdee Bow

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nickologist:

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